Hey,

Now I finally understand when people say single life is good and that I should enjoy it. This only occurred to me recently. Don’t ask me to explain la…it’s something that I can’t and that revelation occurred suddenly. It’s a feeling you know. It’s there but you can’t really express it in words. I’m thinking on how to really write this entry. Don’t want it to be too personal and expose myself to the world. Ye la, takkan nak blab everything to everyone else. No exclusivity to my own self la kan? So let’s take a while to think….hmmmm. (Post-exams really gives a person a lot of time to think about stuff in life which is good so this blog won’t be just a day-to-day diary entry…kan Hadri? :p)

…cannot la. Susah. Let’s just put it this way. I get why people say it. I always thought it was bull since this usually came out the mouth of those who are in a relationship! Most of my life I wanted a relationship for god-knows-what’s-the-reason (macam desperate la pulak). The feeling has somewhat subsided since last year. Call it maturity or maybe I just don’t go crazy about it no more. No point to. Maybe because I only properly liked one girl in my whole life so far, enough to actually go for her and the same feeling hasn’t returned for anyone else. Well, I obviously didn’t get her and I’m done and over about it so tak kisah. I feel that the reason is that the person may not be the one and if she really isn’t, to not look back. Look into what the future may bring and do not hesitate to grasp it (cheh, cakap je pandai). So…coommee whaat maaay~~~.

I myself think that my life now I think is not stable enough to have a relationship. Lots of things going on la. Not to say having one will not have a good impact on it. You have to look at things 2 ways la kan. It may be a good thing. It may not. Depends on how you handle it when it comes. I believe it applies to almost everything in the world. It’s just how you take it when it comes to you. If it does come after you asked for it, don’t complain la after that. However, for me I’ll say, tak pandai nak jaga diri lagi nak jaga anak dara orang? Boleh blah!

So that’s what I have to say on the matter. I don’t think I can add anymore except I believe that:

For a fulfilling life,
What we need,
Is a good and honest pekerjaan,
A group of dependable kawan,
And a life-long teman.

What a rhyming rojak. May not be true but I guess it currently suits the atmosphere of this entry…for now. Sorry la Muk, me no jiwa player. On an unrelated note, I won’t be putting “Update!” on my MSN anymore. I don’t really feel it has a purpose and makes me feel like I'm mencapab.

Oh yeah, another thing. HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY to my Gemini brother and housemate Dazrul! May Allah bless you always and give you another Undergraduate Prize, haha. That’s it la so it’s bye-bye.

Dazrul @ Dazu @ Comel @ UoB's Most Eligible Bachelor

Your friend,
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